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That's exactly what my histrionic disordered ex said to me. Reality They dont love you; they only need you for supply and domination. Telling them they are a Narc does nothing but enrage them. My N admitted he cheated on his wife the whole time he was with her. I am embarrased. Hi Eden, thats a tricky one because she may not believe you if you tell her what you suspect. Because he had never a negative comment, it took me almost a year, to acknowledge myself for what he is, Still picking up the pieces of my shattered life, Ich also had a relationship with such a guy. The statement suggests, that the person was switching back and force from idealise and devalue. When I say Im in love with you, I mean I love the story I can tell to my next lover, about my ex-lover, about how beautiful things were, how intense, how storybook, what a couple we were, and how you gradually, inexplicably, painfully, bit by bit, disappeared. We still feel their pain and still want to help them. Now i am living by myself. She broke up with him after 5 months. She is predicted to scoop the award for Best Actress at the Oscars next month for her role in Todd Field directed film, Tr.. And Cate Blanchett has now revealed that she was told to stop working . I think the hardest part for me now is accepting what he is. It is possible as long as you are in a position of power and you have totally moved on. I have just left another narcissistic man after putting myself through 4 1/2 yrs of love and then abuse only to continue on the same hamster wheel again and again. Declutter and clean my home My ex claimed he wasnt having sex with his new supply six months after they got together. She thought I would fit the role of her bff, a one way friendship to her of course. Is it even okay if I say that? After getting my email, the following day, he discarded his FB page and cut off the ex that he allowed to hover and all of the women I accused him of needing attention from. He know this. Our family had never fallen out until Dad died. I went through them myself, and also hear about these same Narc behaviors from my clients. Hate that dark weather. Weird stuff that I havent experienced before. When I lent it to her, we were actually about as close as friends as we had been, and spoke on the phone several times over the next month after lending her the money. If they say how are you? Do not reply good nothing no contact. If anyone is in denial its him. (for domestic violence, of course) and then killed in another country. He is an emotional vampire who will steal your car in the middle of the night to get himself a fix. 2. its not fair that you de-friended me on FB. Its really hard for a guy like me to talk about issues like this. He is very educated and charming (a playwright). He knew exactly how to use that to gain control of me, and soon we had the same old dynamics going. Why wait for him take you high again only to drop you back down? Finally Ive found something He started working wit friends in a MLM type setting which would take him to shows and took him to Sturgis, I later found out the woman he complained of the whole entire trip stayed with him and 2 others in a trailer, her clothing consisted of ass-less chaps and artistic paint for her breasts. That would help you work out your feelings without losing your dignity in regards to giving him the chance to make you feel rejected again. Im here to tell you the one wayhow to know if a narcissist is finished with you. Next day he calls at 6:50 am and woke me up, didnt even look I answered. I kept secretly hoping she would hoover me and we'd go back to Low Contact, improve the friendship. Heres whythe reality is that narcissists suffer from mental health issues. It has been a few years now and it has ripped me apart and affects my life. It is terrible to read these things. just to see how later she would emotionally and physically abuse me and turning everything on me. Many things keep us bound to narcissists far longer than they should. I am finally feeling free but I know when his latest partner has her fill he will come looking for me. He went crazy and called my place of work and complained that I was harassing him from work (they all do this by the way)! In hindsight, I realize it was a mistake. I am simply bringing awareness to the masses that women can be just as cruel, and in SOME cases (not all by any means, but some) can even be harder to get over. He was unable to take criticism and would devalue my feelings and input about the relationship if those feelings made him appear wrong in any way. But now youre gone, the narcissist misses the ability to control you. This is who he is and this is what I get kind of thing. In conclusion, it is clear that my ex narcissist has not contacted me since our breakup. If he made these threatening statements, you never know if he will make good on them. I could, I miss you terribly . Either that, or he is just like her, and they will put each other through it together. n.b. Ughh. He could do no wrong, he was that man that came in and saved me loved me When my daughter was born he was loving and very accepting, this lasted for the first 6-7 months. He continued to have close female friends after we got engaged. I have no interest. He was not used to me ignoring him in the same manner that he had been ignoring me. There is also the false assumption that people are too naive and trusting. And so on. Everything was great in the beginning, almost too good to be true (I should have noticed the red flags then!). If your narcissist ex discarded you and just disappeared one day, it was because your behavior was so intolerable, they had to get out. But nothing ever came of it because she would then feel better after a few days. NPD, Antisocial BPD, etc etc. Come to find out that he hasnt changed not was it a mistake. I am a happy person by nature but a friend said i almost never smile now. Donald Trump, Roger Stone, and Associates have a better chance of success. He lost. Understand that I was replying specifically to Matt. You are all in my thoughts. Twist a story to their advantage as if their the victim, and yet, their the culprit. Narcissists don't mind getting physical to get what they want. You can find more of his work here on WordPress, at thoughtcatalog.com. I called him a lost soul. Its only been two months since that happened. CRAZY TOWN!!!!! A mail with subject `STOP FOR EVER WITH CONTACT!. Just stay away and let the new supply figure it out for herself. Dont beat yourself up too badly about having to start over. It has been 3 weeks now of No Contact and on a weekly basis the phone rings and a text is sent trying to make a connection to me. The lies and the illusions never stop. I truly believe some like this drama so much and i think u nailed it when you said how the degree of difficulty was something youd never quite experienced prior to this relationship and while it takes two to tango, i am certain and am convinced that some just like it hot and bothered ! She has a bad cocaine problem, and yes I suppose I did try to control that and get her into rehab. Narc husband says, "no offence, but you're not the first to think of this". I mean.. i knew he was a little bi but i know for sure he is not realy gay. I caught him lying about another girl again, my best friend that hes living with he left me and went right to her house, Im assiming its not innocent like they say is it? The couple have been together for nearly 15 years and the odd request left the . He begged for me to talk to him and not loose hope, promised it would never happen again and I ignored him. If I didnt still have his e-mails I might be inclined to consider his insults to be true. He would not keep dates and wouldnt show up. or wherever he was getting his rocks offthat i couldnt tell youwell, admittedlyi flew into a rage and saw redthat night as he slept, i decidedly, without words, wanted to express to him my new found discovery of his hidden true colors by taking a large Vaseline Jar to his yummy treasures hed been enjoyingbc he certainly wasnt enjoying mei put on a glove and swabbed it with a huge goop of the greasy mixture and smeared it all over the inside of this gym bagYou might be saying to yourself, that was a little high-schoolish and immature and irresponsible, well maybe but I suppose i had reached a point of now return and this was my breaking point after years of abusebut in hindsight, he couldve killed me for pulling a stunt like thatI will never forget the 5am reaction while i lay motionless and breathless in my bedi heard him rise, get ready for his ritualistic morning routine for getting to the gym, the sound of movement became less vague, more pronouncedthen under-your-breath slurs shes a bitchheavy foot-steps, then a crash thru my locked bedroom doorgrabbed me out of my bed and thru me against the walltook both hands and smashed everything on my bureau mirrored vanityglass everywherethen looked me straight in the eye with his hands tightened around my neck and announces.your outta hereheavy abuse followed this incident which was planned and premeditated in getting me evicted from my home we shared even so far as to accuse my mental state, which i have to admit was affected by this mans abuse by pushing me past my limits which is what would happen to any sane person at the hands of a NARC like thisnot long after this occurred he set me up and had police arrest me under the guise i was a harm to myself and my child which he used as leverage and weaponry to execute his planhow sick someone could do this to another human being is beyond me while never being able to admit it is himself that is the damaging element in this volatile relationship, all along! Answer (1 of 3): A2A Thankyou Each person is different.. depends on what your ex has lined up at that moment! A few months later I stumbled upon narcissism online, and all the behavior fell into place. I never thought a male so complicated could exist. Even being through what I went through, the things some of my female Amish friends endure is truly horrific. Too weak I hqd creditcards with his name. The jab at your mental healthis rather nauseating. He cannot even look me in the eye and refuses to communicate with me regarding the kids. Indifference is all I can muster now, and that beats anger, resentment and sadness any day. At this point, my no contact on him was 36 days. Like everyone else I struggle with the horrible feeling of missing her and thinking about her all the time.plus 3 months ago my mom passed away too to add on top of things. Your story sounds almost identical to mine. I remain perpetually on the fence about him! I dont know if you are one of them who can be treated, but perhaps you are. Its been six months . PLEASE, DONT TAKE IT AS AN EXUSE, NC should be implemented, because WATEVER INTENTIONS ARE ONE CANNOT STAY IN RELATIONSIPS WITH BPD. Maybe a couple of conversations will be amazing, but dont let on they are. learned from the fasting/prayer is that it was time chance and circumstance Perhaps hate was too strong a word but even after going through hell with him and seeing who he really is, I cant understand why I still think of him. Most friends dont understand that i came back over and over again. Oh this makes me so sad to read. Now I see that the therapist was wrong. On the other hand that voice Dont do it!! My genuine hope and prayer is that you continue to truly receive it, and be set free from the anger, resentment and bitterness. LOL! Others who actually saw things go down actually stepped up to say what happened. Just read it and also watch the videos. How about narcs vs. normals? Relationships seem so ridiculous to me now. The only way they can gain access to you again is through friendship, so the narcissist will do everything possible to make that happen. Ok nw i feel miserable and have to take myself up. Your articles give me the strength to keep going. Sometimes I get sad out of nowhere, sometimes I get pissed. If your ex unblocked you but hasn't reached out, it's safe to say that your ex has processed the initial stages of a breakup. Trust me. I cant imagine being married to him. I am in the same boat. I cut him off at least 4 times the first 3 years I tried to be friends. Even though youre no longer together, the narcissist wants you to remain broken, and theyll do everything they can to bring you back down to the level of inferiority they believe youre supposed to be at and stay at. He said he wants to try dating and see if we work that way and live apart, because if he moves in and it doesnt and then moves out again itll be hard on kids etc. Thank you. She stated to me she had know idea what the situation was, but when she found out she was upset and removed herself from the situation. Im new to the revelation of having been with not one but two narcissists. I just sort of got used to listening to how wonderful she was, how everybody loved her, how all men wanted her. As I left, here she comes in her truck with her 5 dogs and her mother? I wrote him and told him to never contact me again. He is gone. I miss that person. I know that I wanted the school year to end but being apart from you is not what I had in mind. After that, in a typical narcissistic style, the conversation will switch to youll never find anyone to love you as much as they did because youre too flawed. Then, she blocks me. The therapist that was to support me said ,you need him. Im sure you have added me to that list now. She brought it up, and seemed happy that she was going to be sending me half of it. Two months later, in May, he wrote a lovely email that he misses me blah blah. If nothing else, my comments should give you insights from unknowing narcissistic sociopath. Since my ex has found out, I have had him slandering my name to mutual friends. Reading this site has helped me get a little better handle on my feelings however. I was too, wondering when that would stop, but I came up with the same conclusion: never! I would also go with Option 1. This is about THEM, All they need us for is to use us, lie to us, be nasty to us, verbally, emotionally & in some cases physically abuse us & dump all their hatred onto us, to make them feel bigger, stronger & better about themselves, and its all not their fault really My gf wants to go for dinner and he doesnt like it and doesnt want me to go. Just a note to say, hi, and pray you are doing okYou have been on my heart over the past couple of weeks, so I felt like I needed to reach out, now that some time has passed since we last spoke. Unlike other cases Ive seen, he never begged after that. But this is one of the narcissists weapons of mass destruction. I used this image through my account with Adobe Stock, which is a service I pay for on a monthly basis and which gives me license to use the image. He began finding hobbies and interests that would allow him to escape from the home, friends would call for help and there he would run. I told him that I was sick. I had not been wit another man in twenty eight years . Now he refuses to move out and keep professing to take his stuff out. Others might disagree with me but if you act all nice with him you are actually showing them to take his abuse and forgive when no forgiveness was asked for nor any repentance shown. No matter what direction or action I take, someone will get hurt. He also allowed an ex (who lived in another country) to keep believing that she had a chance with him. [Read: 7 Reasons Why Narcissists Wont Give You Closure]. Then he hated me and even hit me twice and choked me once. My narc always told me it was in the house and even offered help to find. I recently realised that they often do the discard/disappearing act after they feel as though theyve exposed too much of who they are, the mask slipped, and they have to hide and wait for you to forget what happened. Hi Kim, thanks for your input. My love and prayers to all in a similar situation. Meditate twice daily for at least 15 minutes Similarly, why wife was not diagnosed when she attended for counselling to over come childhood trauma? He is just an empty shell. This relationship pattern I described above is known as the idealize-devalue-discard-hoover cycle. Id say, as a survivor, that the important thing is to work on healing ourselves as opposed to trying to understand Narcissism so deeply. You mentioned a narcissist long lists of supply and he has that. Now i have anxiety from this al. proclamations of us even though one has made it clear there is no US (dont know if FREEATLAST did too, but noticed same wording in her exs letter), And then there is, of course, his Christian concern that I be relieved of my bitterness and anger (on the surface sounds like good things)but meanwhile not genuinely acknowledging the tragic and deeply wounding things he did to me to cause any bitterness or anger. Yours might just slither away to the next supply. He accepts my terms which areno triangulation with his new paramours, no lying, no declarations of love and no meeting in person. In the last year, he started being physically, emotionally, financially and even spiritually abusive. Why do I tell you this? Yet, she would pull the silent treatment, disappear on me, cancel plans at the last minuteetc. Theyre leaving out half the story. Went shopping what i ussualy do with him. He made all my needs his priority. No one will really understand why I leave but it no longer matters to me what others think, they have not lived in the cloaked hell that has been a 20 year prison. I then had to endure the next 2 months. In this case, since youre saying you dont want to be friends anymore, hell remind you that hes got something on you that could destroy you. I am going through a divorce right now because my husband met another girl at his job. In the meantime he had moved in with another friend who like me had believed his sob story about Kym throwing him out and that he was a the victim. to know how to deal with them. She will do the same thing to the new guy. Sad, but true. My question is: from someone who has never exhibited violent tendencies, but is clearly NPD and Antisocial personality disorder should I be concerned for my safety from here on in? Let me know hey. One wonders too how this fresh start would manifest for his little group of facilitating sidekicks maybe 4 or 5 other people who have acted more or less abusively in tandem with the narcissist would the fresh start to be exclusively with the narcissist or with this whole team is his offer the result of some consensus between these people that they all agree they have acted abusively and they are somehow sorry and wish to help repair the damage. Anonymous, hes not into anyone but himself. Its been a monthly ST recently. They lack the emotional depth for that kind of empathy..and to be truly sorry they would have to recognize that they are the cause of someone elses pain. So interesting to read everyones stories. I did not know that. Hes evil and Im miserable. I cant sleep I cant eat. Not long to some of you poor souls above, but boy what an experience for a 23yr old! I am being troubled by the narcissist in this exact way I was very surprised to find a message of his in my email system from 01/01/15 and today a week later a text from his number repeating his wish to make a fresh start, Discussing this with some trusted others one of whom commented that this is a good thing, that I should accept this olive branch then they go one to admonish me for saying something along the lines of not in a million years placing me in the wrong and on the defencive you really cant win with these people can you. Im sorry for your pain. Ive been reduced to syrup! This morning I was talking about inequality issues with a school setting, and some research I thought would apply. He even gave me advice and a shoulder to cry on when I was dealing with issues with my mom. Two types of BPD: 1. genuinely dont mean it, but cannot stop. I consider myself in recovery, but my life is 500% better. 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